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Its been a couple of weeks I know but I have just been sooo busy with uni.

This post isn’t specifically about Trisha. Its about me. I don’t even know if I’m going to actually post it or not though. Something is wrong with me. Its scaring me. Today I have cried 9 times (including while I’m writing this) and most of them I can’t even begin to explain why. Yesterday wasn’t much less either. I was sick this morning, it was horrible. I’m never sick. I think it could be because I’m so stressed with uni, and money and my housemates.

The thing I don’t understand the most is how I am like this when I am soooo happy with Trisha. I mean she came up suddenly the other day because I was really stressing out and upset. When I am with her I just seem to forget everything in the whole world. I can’t stop smiling when I’m with her. I’m just completely in love with her… So why am I still soo down?!

I can’t bare it. I’m just causing arguments because of it :’( I don’t want to upset or hurt her at all…EVER! I just can’t explain how I’m feeling or why. I want to tell her and get her to understand but I just don’t know what I’m supposed to tell her or what there is to understand. All I can think of saying is that I’m a total mess and completely emotional unstable. Which makes me sound like a total fruitcake and she would prob wanna leave me straight away!

This is slowly killing me. Wtf is wrong with me?! I need to sort myself out before I lose the woman of my dreams but I don’t know where to start :’(

Maybe I just need some help 3

Two of the messages my girlfriend left me :D

This is the Eeyore that Trisha got me… SOOOOOO cute :)

I miss Trisha soo much! I cant wait to see her tomorrow. All day I haven’t stopped thinking about her. I want her to be here now so I can stand there and kiss her. I love kissing her standing up because she is a couple of inches taller than me so sometimes I am on tip toes which totally turns me on ;) I love feeling her arms around me and just being close to her! Wow tomorrow cant come quick enough. I love her so so much! x

Trisha went back home this morning :( It was so hard, I got back into bed after she had gone and cried. It’s scary because I know it’s not going to get any easier yet its going to happen constantly for another year and a half </3 

Today has just been awful. I cancelled my singing lesson this morning and I didn’t even go into uni. I was just in so much pain. All I have wanted all day is to cuddle up to Trisha and fall asleep in her arms. I haven’t been able to though but I have been cuddling Eeyore all day :) I cant wait to see my princess again. I have spoken to her on the phone quite a bit today and although it doesn’t take the pain away, hearing her voice does cheer me up. 

On the bright side though, only 2 more sleeps until I go back home and see her :D It will be really strange seeing her back home though because I have gotten used to her coming to Cambridge and we have our own space and can do what we want without any questions etc but back home it will be completely different. It doesn’t matter though because as long as I am with Trisha I could be anywhere. 

Soo excited. 

Im going to bed now…G’night. x

IT IS OFFICIAL…TRISHA IS MY GIRLFRIEND!!!!

I will explain from where I left off…

I went to work on Sunday and it was total shite! When I called to find out one of the managers told me that I finished at 5 when unknown to me on the rota it was actually 8 so I had planned for Trisha to come straight from work because we both finished at 5. They wasn’t going to let me go at 5 but I managed to speak to the evening manager and he said I could go :D Trisha had a shit day at work too so neither of us could wait to see each other. 

I couldn’t sit still as usual while I was waiting for her. She called me when she was outside and I ran out to her and hugged her :) I brought her inside and we went upstairs. This meant lots of cuddles and kisses…YAY!!!!! I was trying to build up the courage to ask her to be my girlfriend but it just wasn’t happening. I was soo scared of her rejection. Trisha laid there looking at me and asked me what was wrong? I told her nothing, and that I was fine. She didn’t believe me though. She asked what I was thinking and told me she wouldn’t kiss me until I told her…Cheeky! It worked, she managed to get it out of me that I was thinking about the whole ‘girlfriend’ situation. We ended up talking about it for about an hour, going back and forth as to what we should do. Trisha said that she wanted us to be together officially but wanted everyone to know, she didn’t want it to be a secret from anyone. She knew that I wasn’t ready to tell my family. I’m scared of everyone’s reactions because I know I have been split from Teresa for long, but I want to be Trisha’s girlfriend more than anything in the world. She couldn’t understand why it made such a difference to me when we were acting as though we were together anyway. I couldn’t really explain why but it just does make a difference. Maybe it is just a security thing for me. In the end Trisha asked me to be her girlfriend and of course I said yes. That was one of the happiest moments of my life!!!

Trisha had bought me a present (she is soooooo sweet), she got me some yummy chocolates, after I had been talking about them, and got me the cutest teddy ever! I will have to take a photo at some point and put it on here. I cant believe she bought either of them. I have never been bought chocolates before and the teddy is a giant Eeyore which means the world to me 1, because she bought it for me and 2, I am a total disney kid :D My girlfriend is just perfect. 

We finally decided at about 10 o’clock that we really need to sort out some dinner because we were starving. We decided to get some chinese mmm…. Obviously being vegetarian I got a vegetable curry and rice. Then Trisha got the same, when I asked why she didn’t get something meaty she just said coz. I then got it out of her that it was because she thought I wouldn’t want to kiss her after she had eaten meat. I thought that that was so cute and caring. She is just adorable. After dinner we went back upstairs… 

Oh Em Gee!!!! We were messing around and teasing each other a hell of a lot. Just feeling her touching me sent me crazy but the way she was touching me was insane, and her kisses…they turnt me on so much! I kept kissing her neck and very gently biting her when she told me to bite her properly, so I did. Then she wanted me to give her a love bite, at first I said no but she really wanted me to so I did. (I can’t say no to her) We carried on kissing and feeling each others bodies. She ended up on top of me pinning my arms down… Oh My Gosh it was so intense, at this point I just wanted her to completely abuse me :$ Im not going to say much else about what happened because that is for us but lets just say we have a little thing when we hold our hands against each others, like palm to palm, and I always say about how much longer her fingers are than mine and she always makes a comment about it making all the difference…Well yes it definitely makes all the difference ;) We ended up spending the night sleeping naked together. The whole night was amazing just feeling her body against mine and her breathe on my skin. I just felt so close to her and so in love. Trisha knew that I was so nervous about anything happening between us and she also knows how self conscience I am but she made me feel comfortable the whole time. It was just perfect. 

I had to go to uni on monday morning, I really didn’t want to go because I didn’t want to leave my girlfriend in bed. However I did finally get there a little bit late but I was just completely buzzing. I couldn’t keep her out of my mind for a second. When my lecture was finally over I was rushing to get out because she had come and met me from class (after getting a little lost) so we could go into town. I felt so lucky that she was there waiting for me :) We went into town and did some shopping, which probably doesn’t sound like anything to most people but just getting to walk around in public with the girl of my dreams holding my hand, it was unbelievable. After all the shopping we went home, and the amazing girlfriend she is, she even carried my huge bag because it wouldn’t fit in the basket of my bike which I was walking home. When we got home we spoke to Grace quickly, showed her what I bought and then we went back out to Tesco. 

Well we survived getting to Tesco (just about ;) ) I don’t think I have ever seen anyone so desperate to buy energy drinks and chocolate! lool!!!! When we got back I made some dinner straight away because like an idiot I hadn’t fed Trisha and she needed to take her tablets. I made some tortellionni and vegetabley sauce. I was really worried because I didn’t know if Trisha would like it but unless she was just being nice and lying she said she liked it :) We watched Hollyoaks and then went upstairs. 

I wasn’t feeling very well so we spent the rest of the night just talking and cuddling. It was everything I wanted though. We had an early night, well compared to normal, because we had to get up at 4.15 because Trisha had to leave for work :( 

I know alot of this just sounds like random crap that nobody cares about but I do! I care about every second I am with Trisha and want to make her happy all the time. I love her so much. x x x x x x x x x 

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